Here are some things that are TRUE about me:
- I get really, really bored when I stay in one place for too long. My brain is always thinking about what else I could be doing, where else I could be seeing, who else i could be kissing, etc. Its not that I don't love the people and places in my life, cause I do SO, so much but it always feels like something is missing. I'm just not sure what it is, and my instinct is to keep traveling around and experiencing things until i figure it out.
- I don't fit in anywhere. The crustys think im too hip, the hipsters think i'm too crusty. Mostly, everyone just thinks i'm weird. and i'm ok with that! cause its boring to be just like everyone else. i will wear colorful clothes and get shitty tattoos and wear dumb sunglasses and listen to blink 182 every day. i will love hot jamz and being dirty, i will drink as soon as i wake up and tell the world to suck it. cause its all about me being me. and never about me being you.
- my feelings get hurt really easily. i think most of the time, though, that people don't even realize they are being mean. or maybe they do and are mean to me cause they know i will forgive them. but either way, it hurts. especially when it is the people closest to you. i am of the belief that you should always try to be nice to not only those you love, but everyone. life is too short to be a dick!
- brody is the cutest dog in the entire fucking world. disagree and i will kill you! seriously. with my bare hands.
- i may seem kinda boy crazy on here, but im not really. okay, maybe a little. but you see the thing about me is, i was kind of a late bloomer. and it took me a REALLY long time to be confident with myself and my sexuality, then one day i was all "FUCK IT! i rule." a lot of people that have known me forever were all "kayla's gone wild!" but no, kayla has just grown up and i've learned a lot about myself and somethings about the world around me. i'm finally starting to get a grip on this whole boy/girl thing, sorta, i dont think anyone will ever have it down cause every situation and everybody is different, and i just like being honest about it. life is a constant learning experience, and how are we ever going to learn if we aren't open and honest about whats going on? things threaten my confidence every single day, and some days it is really hard to remember how awesome i am and that i deserve great things, sometimes its really fucking hard to say "fuck it", but luckily i have some good, strong, women in my life to remind me.
- mello yello is one of my favorite sodas. i really like soda. and candy. fuck i just remembered i have candy! ima go eat some now.
BYEBYE!
This is a really good one. I love you and the strong woman you have become/are still becoming (because we are all still becoming her).
ReplyDeleteLauren
this is sweet.
ReplyDelete- my feelings get hurt really easily. i think most of the time, though, that people don't even realize they are being mean. or maybe they do and are mean to me cause they know i will forgive them. but either way, it hurts. especially when it is the people closest to you.
ReplyDeleteditto this. it kills me to say it but, you are mean to me sometimes. and it really hurts. it mostly happens when there are new people around that neither of us know very well. i don't know if you know you are doing it. but this goes both ways. it's very important for both of us to think about what we are saying and doing to the other person before saying or doing it. because I want to be friends with you forever.